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Friday, January 14, 2011

Sad Story




I Miss Someone …..

Tao ta tassya winduw at cpew ? tassya winduw at EX tassya yg duluw….. nameee dea start nan huruf M… winduw sanad2 ! Tetibew jea lhaa , tassya un ta tao napeee…….

Tassya nan dea CLASH bukan bab kehendak masing2 … one day , kitowank maen ms8 … then , tassya tanyea lhaa.. “chat ta neh ?” “chat jea … cumee penat cket. .lelah , sY ta bly larii kwat.” “nape naa larii plak?” “ary neh sukan scola , so sY macok lumba larY lhaaa…. Sy lupew , Sy ta leh uat mende yg memenatkan . Naseb baep da makan ubt.” “hah??? Awk sket kew ?!” tassya da neves daa… “ermmmm ,, camneh lhaa… sY cakap jujur nan awk.Sy sket JANTUNG BERLUBANG.. sY t ably penat .. t ably letay sanad ..” tassya terkejowt gilew !!!! “Hah ? nape awak ta penah cakap at sY ?!” “kalo sY cakap 6ti awk tinggal an sY ..cebab sY neh adew penYakit yg camneh . Skunk sY daa gtaw awk ..terserah lhaa apew keputusan awk skunk. Tapi sY sayangkan awk sanad2..”

Im crying… !!!!!!!!! “Napee awk pkay camtuh? Sy ta kan tinggal an awk lhaa , wlau apew pom sket awk , ! hmm… awk jage diri lhaa ea , makan ubt tuwh . Jangan uat mende yg penat2…. sY slalo di sisi awk lhaa . K ?” “hmmm…… insYallah.. mekaseh wak ..”

Tassya winduw dea….. dea slalo call tassya. Sore dea siyes tao ! Hihikkk…… Adew scaly dea jelez gilew at tassya. Dea tanyea … nape winduw at ***** kew ?!” “manee dew , sY cumee naa tanyea sal dea jea, dea an kwan sY gak.” “ea lhaa tuh…bla ..bla..bla…” dea pot pet pot pet at tassya… tassya manee bly law dew owam mara2 tassya… manjea lhaa kowt.! Dea col tassya … dew 6 miscol dr dea… last2 tassya sowh adex tassya angkat . Tassya sowh adx tassya gtaw dea .. “Cakap akak titow!” adex tassya un angkt col… then …… “ akak sowh cakap , akak titow.” Cehhh…. Apee lhaa adex neh. “Hmmm……?” “ Mara sY kew ? Sowie lhaa .. sY emotional sanad td …. sY sayang awk .” “Tah ! Ta mara unnn… hmmm.. tuh lhaa.. jelez laa agy ! Da lhaa jelez ta btempat.. huhu!” ………………………………….shuke sanad bilew dea mara tassya……..wnduw naa dgr dea mara tassya agy.

Tiap pagy sblowm pegi scola , dea slalo text tassya or call tassya …macam kejowtkan tassya bgown colat n berciap naa pegi scola lhaa… tiap2 pagi !!!!!!!!!!....... sayang awk !!!!!!!!!! hmmm… tapi shume uhh da ta dee agy……..

Awak dew gtaw sY en , yg awk dew bly t-shirt pink towk sY. Hihihhh… sY tanyea lhaaa “Blew bly?” “ Masee pegi shopim nan famly. Senyap2 pilih bju towk awk ! naseb baep ta kantoi nan mak sY tao!” terharu….. “Hihihhh.. awk bLy saiz apew?” “saiz XL…besa kew ?” “hah ! awk engat sY neh gmowk kew ,,, sY kecik jea tao.” “Heheheh…. P sY tgop baju tuh kecik jea… t sY blek sanee… sY kasi lhaa awk k…” “Ooo… hehe.. okeh. Temx wak..LovYu.!” “Wel..=) me too lowrh.” Masee tuh dea adew at KL… school holiday , so dea blek KL. Dea bukan satu scola nan tassya keh…

“Awak !!! Sy un naa bly hadiah towk awk ugak aw… towk PMR. !” “Awk neh an , susah2 jea ,, ta yaa lhaaa.” “ Ta bly! Na bly ugak , awk shuke ta law sY bly baju yg wrne merah?” “Sy ? Law sY .. shume sY pkay….. ta kecah .” “Ooo..okee…=)” tassya naa blYkan warne merah bab kulit dea uh putesh tao….!!!!!!!!!!!! …so,, suits with him lhaa…..

Masee tuwh dea daa start PMR. So dea bz lhaa cket ,, naa ms8 un ta sempat… cumee ary minggu jea dea smpt ms8 tassya …. Dat’ mean he’s never forget me!! However he is .. semakin lamee , semakin kwat hbungan kitewank…! PMR udah berakhir ….. satu ary dea cakap penyakit dea makin merisawkan . ! Hmpphhh…. Tassya tnyea lhaa “abes uh camnee?” “maseh dew arapan…” emmmm… dalam wapew ary tassya ta text dea…. Lamee ugak lhaa…, Tassya ta text dea bab tassya bz… Memang ta dee masee na text dea . Tetibew dea text tassya,

“Awk , awk menyesal ea bab dew pakwe macam sY , yg ta bgune .. yg adew penyakit camneh. Hmmm…. Sy asew keputusan sY neh adalah yg terbaep towk awk dan sY. Sy naa itew clash… sY neh sket.. walau apew pom .. sY naa awk engat , sY sayang awk sanad2 !!!! sY arap awk jumpew yg lebay baep dr sY…. Samada awk time kew ta …. Terserah lhaaa…. Kalo awk sayang sY… tolom jgn contact sY lagy…Baju tuhh bia sY cmpan towk awk ea sayang… Bubye…. I love You .”

Oh my !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!......... Tassya ta bly naa kater apew lepas bacee ms8 terakhir dea … Tassya trows call dea cmpai dapat ! Tp daa ta bly… dea da off num tuwh…..=( =( ……….. lepas dpd tuh…….. tassya da lost contact ! Hmmmm……..

One year later….tassya dapat contact nan kawan dea. Tassya tanyea lhaa sal dea… Kawan dea ckap dea daa pindah KL….. huk…… Tassya tnyea lagy ……..Result PMR dea camnee?” “dea dapat 7A..” tassya tersenyom…. Bgows lhaaaa….. =)

Baju yg tassya naa bly at dea uh daa tassya bLy …. Adew dalam satu beg adiah,,, tassya kua an baju uh.. tassya plowk baju uh , tassya bukan takat bly baju , tassya tempah satu keychain yg adew name tassya nan dea……….engat an sempat naa bg dea tgop… mesty dea epy…… tapi……………………………semuanya terlambat !!!!!! Tassya da tnyea kwn dea , adew ta num dea … tp kwn dea ckp… ta dew….. Ya Allah…. Memang aku bukan towk dea kew ? Aku maseh kurang baep towk dea ..??? Ta pew lhaa… bia lhaa tassya cmpan shume neh sebagai momento (kenangan) …..tp tassya ta lupew dea ckp .. “Sy slalo sayang n cinta awk !” Da 2 taon kitawank lost contact….. but im still remember , loves and miss himmm…. I keep him deep of my heart…….did he still miss me ? remember me? I dun know….. I just can pray for his health …… n himmm………… I need to opens my heart to another boys…….. But for dis time , im not ready yet….

Apew yg kowank faham tentang CINTA uat masee skunk ?? =)

Tassya sudaaa menitiskan air matee towk ssowank yg bmakne uat Tassya ….. w’pom ta bly memiliki dea , Tassya bahagia dapat kenal dea……… dalam tempoh 2 taon ?... masee yg ckowp diberi oleh tuhan towk tassya kenal dea….

Cday ta ? Shume neh kecah tassya nan Dea lhaa… tuh duluw.. da lamee daaa…………….. skunk daaa b’ubah ,, mengikowt peredaran maseeee…. Dea masee lalu ,, n masee skunk….. tassya ta tao capew . Tp skunk , tssya na concentrate study luwh…. Okeee …? =)

LOVES ENDS



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